"Sickly Thin"

One of the things that makes me sad looking back at this journal is how different my concept of ideal body shape has become. I know it isn't attractive, I know it isn't healthy... but I want to waste as little space as possible... and so, the images below are more accurate to what I aspire to become than many of those I have posted before. Some are a bit extreme, like the first one of the girl who can literally wrap both her hands around her thigh. I don't feel a need to go that far (yet), but I don't find it hard to look at, or negative... which definitely shows a shift in my perception.